entry 63
name: basia
email: you got it babe
url: surewhateva
message:
you're strong, i'm proud of you. i don't know too much about the situation and thus don't want to let on that i do. however, i see you're dealing and pulling through the pain that it causes you. "people are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain." (Jim Morrison) ~just one of my all-time favorite quotes and very helpful for me...
date: 5:01 am - Monday,May 6, 2002

entry 62
name: basia
email: yoyo
url:
message:
UPDATE!!!
date: 4:46 pm - Monday,March 25, 2002

entry 61
name: basia
email: yoyoyoy
url: im putting my own thing up but its not good enough yet...
message:
yay, i'm glad you're getting to catch up... i look forward to reading new things - keep them coming! much love always basia
date: 6:13 am - Wednesday,February 20, 2002

entry 60
name: basia
email: yoyoyo
url: bzzt
message:
yeeha, kick their fucking ass! that's how i like you, mad and having a plan, hehe, lol.- much love always basia
date: 4:02 pm - Wednesday,February 13, 2002

entry 59
name: german psyco
email: the birds
url: the bates motel
message:
i have always admired H. (that's official labontics) too, she's such a beautiful person, cuz she has this infinite goodness in her eyes. she's a very wise woman, good for you, you've found her advice and let her listen to you and help you, i'm sending you some telepathic hugs if that is of any help, you can always talk to me (you could write again anyways, i miss ya grrrrrrl!!!) love always basia
date: 5:35 pm - Wednesday,January 30, 2002

entry 58
name: creamy chick
email: hgen dasz
url: root beer floats...
message:
this is exactly how i have been feeling ever since i left home last summer and had to come back here. i work, i can go out whenever i want to, can drink and smoke legally and other cool things, but somehow i don't feel inspired. i'm not even really excited about all of that freedom. i am bored,... well, maybe we two will become inspired??? right now i only live of my my future, the things i hope to achieve some day and the day when i will do what i really want and not be stuck in this school any more... love, always basia
date: 4:32 pm - Monday,January 14, 2002

entry 57
name: cookiescream
email: ulhlhhla
url: sexgoddess.com
message:
you're my hero for today! even if you didn't plan it that way, it's been an act of courage and the shaking will pass, but meanwhile, enjoy the adrenaline rushing through your goddamn veins! you are alive, burning with flames of excitement, love and passion. it's out there now, it's not your problem any more, now they've gotta deal. isn't that quite some relieve? none of my gay friends ever had a really carefully planned, inscened outcome, it just happened sorta like yours. whatever, i am sending you hugs and kisses and wanna let you know you're my hero (ahem, heroine)! love basia
date: 10:30 am - Friday,January 4, 2002

entry 56
name: ces
email:
url: http://manicangel.diaryland.com
message:
I love you. Smiles and hugs.
date: 2:55 am - Friday,January 4, 2002

entry 55
name: yo da german blonde
email: sexgoddess@fabulous.net
url: mmmh you know
message:
yay! go for own dreams girl - it is your life and what you make out of it is up to you. don't FUCKING let anyone shape your life for you. find out what you want and pursue it! reading your entry just made me smile so much, god, you are great, finding yourself! much love and if we don't hear from each other, have a happy new year! much love and kisses *basia
date: 9:48 am - Friday,December 28, 2001

entry 54
name: about to die-overworked girl
email: mmh yeah
url: let me sleep
message:
how are things hanging in chicagoooo? god, i am tired as fuck so only a few words for christmas, well i know it's over, but i had to work all the time, so now some belated x-mas greetings from burned out basia. did you get your card from sarah? i mailed a pkg to her and put a card for you in there, god i have to sleep g'nightz
date: 9:09 pm - Wednesday,December 26, 2001